God, it’s been a long time since I last wrote here. I missed this! It’s just that things at university are really hard and projects and tests are popping everywhere. But it’s better now, since my last test was last Friday (and I did really well, thank God!).
However, some holidays wouldn’t bother me right now. I still have plenty of things to do and sometimes I want to disappear. I’ve found ways to escape all the stress and I have to say, those are my favourite moments recently! I watch tv shows mainly, but when I have time I paint my nails. I’ve found some pretty different colors and some of them have never been tested. But I just can’t relax completely because while I’m “escaping”, a part inside of me screams that there are things to be done. I’m not irresponsible AT ALL. Sometimes I think I overdo things, and that’s why I get so tired and frustrated. But I guess it’s part of who I am (what a freaking cliche!). I just CAN’T let everything go and just “be happy”, I feel like I have obligations and I want to accomplish them in the absolutely best way I can. That’s okay, you know? Afterall, in the end, I’m proud of what I’ve reached.
Heey, those tv shows are getting better and better! I have at least 14 different ones to watch. I’ve started watching soap opera too! The evening one that airs here in Brazil. Although I know it’s really shallow and totally unreal, it’s so good to relax!
Changing subjects, I’m considering buying a new cellphone! A big fancy one full of nice tools and with one button for each letter of the freaking alphabet because I can’t stand having to press five times a button to pick a letter in my texts! The thing is they’re too expensive so I’ll have to think wisely which one to buy and IF this is the right time.
Well, that’s all for now. I’ll watch Greek, you should see it!